You were totally drunk and poblssiy crying when you wrote this dont lie. I think about this all the time. I'm over it though. There is much overlap in what we need and what we desire and both can be equally fleeting. What any of us really need, aside from nourishment, shelter, sex, and Vicodin, is someone to talk to. So stop being so damn stingy with your time and call a brutha. You know your not doing anything.